I have held off of writing for a while now, mostly due to my own extremely busy life these past couple of weeks. This is going to be a brief synopsis and a few hastily thrown together thoughts, it won't be pretty but it's about to get real in this mutha!
I have a lot going on right now, if you aren't immediately aware of all I have going on it's for a reason. When life gets busy or hectic for me I tend to internalize and be very careful about who I include on that. I have gotten engaged in the last couple of weeks, celebrated a really rough birthday for the fiance', said see ya later (no good-byes please) and helped pack/move a woman that is my sister, inherited a cat and buried another cat, dedicated myself to the ever-changing landscape in the yard, prepped for some legal action (I must say I am fully loaded too, buyer beware) most importantly I have spent time with the kids and the man I love. Is that enough for anyone for a couple of weeks?! Oh yeah, there's lots more: A trip to Urgent Care for Chad, all the daily rigors of housework and cooking, spending time with another one of my sister friends, a change in my work schedule and another change in my work schedule and now what happened today - my boss collapsed due to heart issues.
I am very patient woman, giving and understanding but I have reached my limit. Be forewarned any of those that cross my path or cross the path of those I love. I feel backed into a corner. As a human, that makes me a mammal. A mammal means I am an animal. I will tell you that my animalistic nature is about to come out and I have some killer instincts. I am going for the jugular from here on out.
There have been some great strides in my life and I am thankful for that. The change in my relationship status has been wonderful and we are both excited to move ahead with our lives together. Our kids are doing pretty dang well, my son has made some immense improvement that I will gladly share in a later entry. My ex has been very helpful and he has made a great effort towards the children (we all couldn't be happier about that, including him). I have learned the value of fighting today for those I love and care about. I may be patient and kind, but make no mistakes...I love fiercely. So I am going to keep fighting the good fight. See you in the boxing ring!
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